It
used to be:
A:
Can you help me do something?
Me:
Yea, sure. How can I help you?
Now:
A:
Can you help me with something?
Me:
What is it?
A:
(explains what I need to do)
Me:
Hmm no. If I’m free maybe.
It’s
the whole motivation thing. I still get things done, but it’s the things that I
need to do. If it’s just something that you want to ease your job, then no
thanks. Like seriously, I hate pushovers. If it’s your job, do it. Don’t delegate
it to others.
If
I were to help you out, it’s only because I’m that nice to do so. And I
feel like I need to do something to pass time. Other than that, no thanks.
Sometimes I wish I’m back to a routine job because there’s nothing more or less
for you to do. Like the job scope’s clear and no one can manipulate you to do
something extra using the “ad-hoc” scope.
Looking
forward to end January/early February. Can’t wait to be out of this.
I
hope things will be smooth. In shaa Allah.
Xox,
