Day 15 of 30.

& we’re back to Monday. Again. L

It’s a five-day work week for this week, and there’s practically no motivation for work at all. Zero. Tadi pagi je mcm da tknk g keje. It’s so hard to get up from bed even when I slept at 10pm yesterday. I’ve settled most of the invoices and other work stuffs, except for Belit’s – which just pisses me off each time. For the past two job (same client), he’s been approving the P.O as the contract without signatures on, and then suddenly today he states “no signature” for three other jobs but same client. That dude seriously lost his credibility. I think I should really start to record the things he says. For my own safety.

Anyway, say hi to Baby A.K. Syina’s first child, born this morning at 05:05 hours. Oklah, technically he’s not related to me at all. Baby A.K is related to my sister, but can’t be helped la, since she’s Amy’s sister. So he’s definitely not gonna be a hi-bye baby, although I doubt that I’ll see him like every weekend or something.

(picture soon)

The one thing that I was annoyed with was when she keeps on saying “Lala, good luck eh”. I’m like, why do you have to keep on emphasizing on me. So maybe her intentions are good, like it’s a warning that it was painful and stuff. But even my sister doesn’t do that. You’re 3cm dilated and you took epidural cause your pinggang mcm nak tercabut, & good luck to me? Don’t you know that even with me being 0cm dilated, I feel like my back is slowly killing me. Don’t you know that I have a freaking metal piece and five metal screws in my spine. Don’t you know that my movements are already limited and even without pregnancy, it hurts so much? My doctor said I can get married and have kids, but don’t you already know that with my current condition, it’s going to hurt maybe 10x more than what you’ve just been through? But In Shaa Allah, with God’s willing, I’ll be able to go through pregnancy just fine. If you’re being sarcastic, then please keep it to yourself.

Okay, that aside. I came in at 08:0x. Can’t really remember what time I tapped in, but I want to leave at 5:30pm today. So maybe I’ll let the crowd leave first and go off maybe 5-10mins later. My sister is asking for AH’s help to fetch Oska (her new cat-to-be) from Chai Chee today. And I’m not sure if he’s going to agree to it cause his knee is swollen.

There’s some scanning to do but I just don’t feel like doing anything. I feel like I need to lie flat on the floor and rest.

Xox,